Within the reality we live in, there are sub-realities of our own making. They ripple out from each of us, forming a web of possibilities. Not quite the string theory. Only forming as it relates to each of us and our actions, thoughts and feelings. Understanding our part in how things unfold is critical for positive change.
Sometimes I feel stuck in two or more sub-realities as well as the one I share with others. This is a difficult place and it gets harder to “connect the dots”. And it’s harder to follow along with the story line that is my life. It’s hard to participate in life, and yet see it all happening around me.
When stuck in this different perception, it’s important for me to find peace, be alone and journal and try to figure out what is going on in my thoughts, actions and feelings and to see if I mesh. This process can take days, weeks and sometimes months. And Spring seems to be the season.
And although this perception may seem fundamental, it is very tangible with me. People start changing how they speak and act and seem to communicate what I need to hear, at the moment I need to hear it. Animals also exhibit odd, human-like behaviors that have meaning for me.
Does that me me crazy?